Syndrome

I am out of sorts. It's not a seasonal thing as I thought. This is becoming a more and more permanent feature. I am tired and I am clueless. So after a long hiatus I am back to take refuge in one place which gives me some sense of semblance, where I can basically spill all the beans, and somehow in my strange weird way piece together the ramblings in my head.

I haven't had words coming out of me with such ease in a while. It took me like a minute to type till here, and that is high-speed roller-coaster speed in my world. I haven't experienced this in a while.

Whats primed me for this conversation I wonder.

I don't know it was called Imposter Syndrome until now. I don't know if knowing the name will help, but it was validating for sure.